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assalamualaikum....
salam perpaduan kpd
membe2 blogger sye..huuhuhuh...windu nk tlis blog..lme da x tlis...spnjg sye xtlis blog ni mcm2 berlaku...
n mcm2 jg kjdian yg allah s.w.t tnjk kpd sye,....emm skg da msok sem 3...huhuh ssh la gak stdynyer tp kne la kuat an...stdy hard gak la....eeemmm tp cdiy la sbb sem ni ekononi gawat...n se trpaksa mntk at mak n abah duit perblanjan sye spnjg sem ni...eemm maaf kn org mak abah...:(..huhu
emm pape pon yg pntg kte kne dpt rsult yg ok la,..bwu la mak n abah bgga kn....insyallah.......
tp xpe mggu dpn da nk blik kg da...x sbr nk jmp mak n abah..huhuhuh..tggulah kplgan anakmu.....
emmm xpe la...antok da la...agpon xde idea nk tlis pe...
k la...see u all next blog k......
asalamualaikum....

cuti sem...nk pg ronda2...tp nk dok umah pon de????mne stu niw????

fuhhhh...dyok glew asenye ble da dpt blik umah ni...syok la x trkate...huhuhuh dpt jmp fmly tdyg la ktekn....heheheehh......emmm tp windu ar gak kwn2 kt u tooo......(miss u all my fwenz)
huhuhuh...dok umah syok ar dpt mkan mcm2 tp dosan la da x taw nk wt pe slain mkan,tgok tv,mwn gem n e2 jw la....kalo kowg ad cdgan ape yg sonok nk dwat kongsi2 la eak...huhuhuuuhu
eemmm tp cti ni byk gak appoinment..nk jmp ckg,nk jmp membe2 n nk jmp yg tsyg e2 la pling pntg...huhuhuh....eeemm lg 1 kte ad dgor ctew yg fmly cik nk ajk fmly kte g pulau pangkor..huhuhuh syok 2 siap nk wat bbq lg...hahahaha...x sabo lak asenye...lme da x pg bcti ni...asik dok mghdap buku jew,,,nek pnin pale oden...ahahahahaa..hhuhuhuh..ape2 pon ak hope ak dpt njoy cti kt umah ni n akn dpt kngn yg trindah....huhuhuh n 4 u my love...i love u ssooooo muuuuccchhh!!!!!!!!!!
k la....see u next time k...t8 cre k....
assalamualaikum....

cuti coz bnjir weh!!!!

kalo kowg nk taw ak skg ad at uma coz cti bnjir pny psai...aduh x taw la tbe2 jew dyowg kte ley blik coz bnjir...
ak pon ape lg on de spot lari nek blik thejn packing2...then tros blah kua uitm....
tp.....tp kn..aduh bgg sih..ak blik ngn membe sowg time 2....bgg glew coz tggu teksi lmbt glew..teksi da x de..kalo kal je pkkck2 teksi mst dyowg ckp"dik maaf pkcik x ley operasi ari ni,..banjir la dik:...emm xpew2 ak sabo lg kn...tp nseb bek lpaz 2 ad sowg pkcik teksi ni...bye offer peh bez glew doh!!!!!hahahahaha
agpown...ak eppy coz nk blik jmp parent jew..ahahahaa.......agpon membe sume blik..ak pon blah la..x kn nk dok c2 sowg2....agpon dgr cte lau dok cnw pon air n lektrik xde...mknn pon ssh ckit..emm bek blik jew.....
huhu n skg time ak tlis blog bi...ak ad kt kg da,..ahahaha syok weyh...tmbh bez jmp fmly tmbh jmp baby raidah(my niece)....hahahaa
ok la..see u at campus ki..ahahahahappy holiday!!!!!!!!
chow..................

HARI TUHAN MENGUJI KESABARANKU..........

stu pg ni...x igt la tarikhnyer..lpe la....huhuuhuhu.....emm tlah berlakunye stu kjadian yg dmne ak sndri x jgka...
stu pg ni...ak bgon...mndi n solt....pg tu bgon awai ckit coz ad keje nk kne ciapkan......roomate ak syera(bkn nme sbnar) pon sme bgon awai gak...pas 2 lam pkoi 9lbiy ak ckp ngn roomate yg sowg syera ni ak nk g bilik membe klas ak...pas 2 ak kte"tlong tgokkn ncet ni eh..nga cas la...nk g wt keje jp eh.."...syera pon ckp"okay"..then ak tros g....pas 2 ak lpe yg lam pkoi spuloh dye da nk g klas....
pas 2 si syera ni pon ciap2 nk g klas...tbe2 time dye nk g dye tpkir lak ncet ak......"kang x psai2 ilang lak kang"...pas 2 dye amek nyorok bwh kosyen krusi dye stdy...then dye pon g klas.......tpppp time 2 ad roomate lg sowg lam blik 2..yg 2 ak x bpe rpat coz dye ni plik...kkdg mnyakitkan aty..........,,,,,,,



then...............lam pkoi 10 ak blek bilik ak tgok ncet xde ak pon on the spot cll lia..then dye kte ad kt bwah  kosyen dye...ak yg tgah ddok kt ats kosyen dye dgn pantas mnrik bantal 2 namun..............hampa!.............
emmm upe2nye ncet 2 ilang.......YA ALLAH!!!!!!!..x tw ak nk kte btpe cdiy nye ase..............cdiy cgat cgat coz ncet 2 abah bg.....ncet 2 mrupekan ncet yg 2nd abah bg....yg 1st lu dpt sem lpz pon ak wt ilang gak..sbb 2 la ak cdiy.....aadduuhh!!!xtw nk ckp cmne asenye time 2.....ak x nk la tdoh cpe2 bia la ak juz mngesyak n smpan lam aty jew.................and sjak dr 2 airmata ku salu mnitis.....

ptgnye ak wt kptsan nk gtaw pd mak n abah..pd mlenye mmg x nk gtaw...tp da x jmp...ak kne gtaw gak...
n dlm tangisan sendu sedan ku memberitahu pada mak n abah"mak ncet ilg,isk3"....mak"ha ncet ilag yg mne?"..ak"yg baru 2...ilang lam blik pg td..:-(''isk..isk....n mak n abah x mmarahiku..malah mereka bg smgt lg pdku....mak ckp"da la bnd da ilang kn..ko juz doa byk2 wat smyg hajat....jgn pkir2 sgt...blaja elok2...mak kte ncet ilg xpew jgn nyawa ilg..ncet ley dganti"...aku skdar mndgar dn mnangis jew......then ak bckap ngn abah lak...abah kte"da la 2,xyah ngiz2 da,..bnd da ilg kn nk wat cmne,ape yg pntg kmu blajo leklok jew,...x yah pkir2 sgat".....ak ase bhgia sgt dpt parent yg mmahami ak....

da la lg bbrpe ari dr ari 2 abah n mak nk g tanah suci nk wat umrah....hhhhhhhhhmmmmm cdiy sgt......
da la x dpat jmp sblom dyowg pg.......hanya tuhan yg tahu btpe sdiynye ati ni..stlah dyowg pg ak ase cdiy yg x trhgga...ak hny mampu berdoa pd allah..."YA ALLAH KAU LINDUNGILAH MAK N ABAH YA ALLAH,..SEMOGA MEREKA SELAMAT SMP D SANA N SELAMAT DSNE..AK JG BERHARAP DYOWG AKAN SLAMAT PLG DCNI SMULA...AK XDE OWG LEN TMPAT AK NK MGADU YA ALLAH..HANY MAK NGN ABAH JEW..DYOWG JEW TMPAT AK NK BMANJE..TMPT AK BGNTUNG HDUP..LAU DYOWG XDE AK ASE HDUPKU NI MCM BURUNG YG PTAH SYAP...HNY PADAMU YA ALLAH,,.AK SYG MEREKA YA ALLAH...AMMIIIN"................
e2 la doa yg salu ak mnx pd than stp kali ak smyg..mak de psan jgn tggal smyg...insyallah ak igt smp ble2..


ari bganti ary...hdupku ni ase cdiy dn kosong...parent da g jao...ncet ilg,,..n ak sndri mnx ppshn pd org yg ak syg....aarrgghh...ak kne kuat!!!!..tp ak x mmpu...emm ak try gak tok ilg kn cdiy 2 ngn mybokkkn diriku..alhamdulillah.....sdkit dmi sdikit ksdihan ak ilang......

ape yg ak nk gtaw kt cni..upenye semua ujian yg tuhan bg kt kte ad hkmahnye....jd yg pntg kte perlu tabah dan redha mghadapinye...........insyallah....

kdg2 allah datangkan hujan yg sgt lebat..

kmudaian diturunkan pula petir dan ribut...

tp..kte x taw bbhwa slpas e2 ujan akn berhenti 

dan allah akn mmberikan kte pelangi yang indah...

jadi.........renung2kanlah......

SELEPAS ABEH SPM NGN TAMAT SKOLA...

hhyye..ni nk smbg lik cite ari 2...ce cite2..hehehh....ha kte lau nk mulkan ssua2 kne la eppi salu agar bnd yg kte wat tu bkualiti..btol ke x??lau btol agkt kaki..hehehe...ha dah2 smbong ari 2.......
lpaz je abeh skola kami sntsa,salu n awayz la...hahha sme je 2 kn...tp juz pki fon je la...x pnh jmp pon,..:-(..huhuh cdiy tp nk wt cmne kn....emmm tp x lme lpaz 2 abg ksygnku yg sorg ni akn bkhwin..jd time kndri 2 la kmi bjmp smla slps abeh skola...woaahh..syokkkk!!!!!!hahaha yla dpt jmp blik kn....emmm pas 2 slang 2 or 3 blan kot kmi jmp blik....time 2 amek result spm...huhuhuh...haish!time 2 psaan ni brbaur2,.sonok ad takot pon ad..hahahaha(tp lbiynye sonok ler)hehehe....pg time nk g amek rslt tu abah n mak da kte"jom abah n mak g amek rslt skaly"..huhuh ak pon bkte"ala mak owg nk g nek bas la..lpz amek rslt t owg nk g jmp membe2 dlu..nk g jln2 ngn dyowg..",ehehe ad je alsnnye pdhal ak nk g jmp MR.m ygb tsyg 2.ahahah..emm mak tny"ko nk g nek bas ngn cpe??mne ad kwn."dan ak pon mjwb"org pg ngn ftin atikah..dye ajk nek bas"..huhhu..dan slps lme2 pjok parent ak pon bg green light..wooaahh bez glew ar time 2 kn...tp kn....:-(..uhuhuh bgang glew la..tggu bas pny lame dkat sjam lbiy..huhuhu jd smp skola pon lwat(2 la pdn mke td abah n mak da offer nk anta x nk kn..hhuh)..dlm pkoi stu lbiy tgah ari kot..ak pon smp di skola..then tros mlulu g amek rslt......jng..jeng..jeng.......mmg ssua2 yg x djgkakan,...alhmdllah rslt ok2 jew...hahaha
happy la....then lpz je amek rslt ak ngn membe2 g kua ti g mkn...then lpz 2 ak jmp ngn my BF..nk taw x ktowg lpak mne time tu...ahahah..:D..ktowg lpak kt st bas..uhuhu klakar2......da 2 ble da nk dkat ptg kmi pon blik ke haluan msg2......dan ktowg cam bese la ary2 dok mcj kal..mcj,kal...mcj,kal.....hai e2 jw la.....
then x lme lpz 2 kmi msg2 smbg blajo.....ak futher stdy kt arau..dpt twrn uitm.....en dye futher kt mlke...kmi sme2 futher lam bdg pertanian gak aw..huhuh sehati sejiwa tuh...ccewwahh!!.....eeeemmm then kmi pon da smkin bjaohan...jao...jao...n jao.....yla jao la kn mlka ngn perlis.....mst la jao an....huhuhu
emmm mse sem stu kmi x trase pbezaan sgt kmi bjaohan niw coz kmi wat cm bese jew....wat bodod jew la ktekn.....kmi blaja...blaja...blaja.....n blaja......then ble jew msok sem 2....mula lah ak rse sny...ak tgok membe2 dok dating2,,,,ak x tringin pon juz ak jjelez la.....huhuhu.....da 2 ak pon nk ilang kn rse 2 ak pon salu la on9 FB...ha da salu dok on92 jew n salu jew dpt kwn baru...huhuuhu byk la kwn.....
ttbe.......stu ary ni ad la sorg mamat ni..do chat2 ngn dye,...dak ti gak......dye kte dok ipd...ak tny"polis kew"and dye mle2nye jwb"xla sye ank polis"..n ak pon kte ooww,...then ak tny dye psai akk n abg ipa ak..da ak gtaw cpe akk n abg ipa ak 2...bru la dye gtaw yg dye 2 polis...stu tmot keje ngn akk n abg ipaq ak upenye...then..kmi pon knlan...mule2nye dr FB n kmdiannnye trosla ke fon...then kmi pon knal la ngn lbiy detail lg....ak ngn MR.M pon time 2 da jrg2 bhbg da....



tbe2 kn stu ari ni ad somtink happen to me...MY PHONE MISSING...WOOOAAAAHHH!!!!!!!!!!tension glew siot time 2...bgg3333 sgt33333!!!!!!!!!then ak pon mgdu...kal la my BF...i said"tepon owg ilang la..."...
emm ak  x taw la time 2 myBF 2 xde mood o tgh klas o mwah kt aku ke kn...then dye eply cmni"emm ykew..la cmne ley ilang..da cri kew..emm nk wt cmne bnd da ilang kn..hp lau ilang mmg ssh nk cri dye ckp.."..emm time 2 ak ngah srabot ak ase cm dye x bg smagat jw..n pd mse 2 ak gatw pd kwn bru at FB 2..dye mcm caring sgt...ntah tbe2 ak ase cm ad owg yg pham al time 2..BF ak mmg mmahami tp......
time 2 ak ase cm dye x bg ak smgt....then ak lak wat kptsan trburu2 ngn mnerima kwn FB 2 utk jd bf ak...emmm mmg la syok kn..bru nk knl2..tp ak x gtw lg kt bf ak.....tp stu ary ni ak da x sggop nk smpn da,,.ak pon tros trg...ak taw dye akn kcewa tp ak kne tros trg..hhhmmmm...kcian kt dye,dye kcewa sgat smp mnitis air mata dye...:-(..emm all my fault...tp my bf 2 ttp still nk bhbg ngn ak..he said"emm bia la dye ad pakwe len pon,owg mnx stu jew,jgn la kte lost cntct,owg nk kte jd kwn pon jd la,owg nk dye ad ngn owg"..bila ak dgr dye ckp cm 2 cdiy jew,,.....emmm tp,..............sumenye da brbahh......................
then mggu bganti mggu ak bkaple ngn kwn FB 2...tp ak x rse happy sbgmne ak kaple ngn MY BF...emm da la pakwe bru ak 2 ske majok,marah2,(ak ni da la jnis cpt mluat)..emm da 2 ap ak wat sume kne gtaw dye(cam kne lapor diri lak,cm polis lak kn)hehehe..emm ak rimasss la!!!!!!!hai..xpew ak ley sabo lg.....
ttpp..yg pling wat ak marah glew...time dye ad komen nan adk ak kt FB..n ak join la,..ak komn la kt adk"adk dye x mrah da,ley ar suh dye blanja mcd o pizza"..adkh ayt yg cmni akn mbuat kan org mrah?????stahu ak ni juz utk guwau2....hhhhhmmmm tp ntah la....dy ley marah..BF baru"np komen cm 2???"..ak po jwb"np??xley kew??owg guwau je.."..then dye kte"x ske la!!!!!"..ak pon bgg then ak kte"ok!fine xske org remove..k pueh aty....but dye still nk mwah2 n majok2 lg..addddduuhh!!!!!!!!!!!mmg ak da loss patient la..then ak pon lgsg x cntct dye da n mnx ptos ngn dye.....hhhhhhhmmm 2 la pdan mke ak...ad BF bek g cri bf len kn....emmm pas 2 ak pon single la.....emm tp smntara 2 ak still cntct ngn BF ak ag,,,kmdn stlah dye tahu hal yang berlaku dye pon kmdnnye mmnx smla spy kmi blh rujuk kmbli..ahahahaha..cm kwin lak kn.....then kmdian ape agak2 nye..hehehehehe.....pas 2 kmi pon kaple blik la....ahahaha syooookkkk!!!!huhuhu yla 2 la cnta pertama...hahahah....eeemmm btol kte orgkkdg jika ssorg da mmg tcpta tok kte kwn la ngn cpe pon akhirnye kte akn dtkdir kn dgn yg e2 jgak...huhuhuuu...eemm 2 la manusia ni..x pnah puas ngn ape yg dimiliki kn..hmmm e2 ak jd kn sbg leson tok ak....huhu pas ni ak try tok jd GF yg tbek,n lbiy bek tok dye..insyaallah.........
ape aku nk ckp kt cni ak SAYANG SANGAT2 kt bf ak yg bernama MOHAMED LOKMAN HAKIN BIN AHMAD MUSTAPHA,,.hope sgt hbgan kt kkal hgga ke jinjang pelamin n hingga ke akhir hayat la...insyallah...
sme2 la doakan eh..huhuhuhuh
thankz eh..wlpon owg byk wat abg cdiy mrah tp abg still lg tggu owg...thankzz a lot!!!
LOVE U DEAR!!!!!!!!!!

sambungan........

ni sambungan ctew ri 2,,.
huhhu
emmm da kmi knal2 lme2 smkin rapat tp dalam fon jew..besh lak asenye..epi jew...
kt skola kmi x pnah tgor pon....kmi msing2 wat cm org x knai jew...hehehe(juai mahai la konon due2)
emm my bf ni dlu i pggl MR.m....
emm then tbe2...jeng..jeng..jeng...wat suspens lak kn.....
tbe2 ad stu ary 2 ad la dak skola 2 jgak nk bkwn ngn ak..sng ctew pggl dye DOT la...jd ak po orait je la....
kwn kn no hal la...bak kate pepatah bkwan biar seribu bercinta 2 bia satu..
btol ke x???...spe kte btol angkat kaki..wakakakaka

jgan marah yew..hehe

emmm then knal la ngan dak sowg lg 2...mule2 x pnah mcj pon ngn dak 2 juz kwn kt skola je la...
emmm da lme kwan ngn DOT 2 kmi pon mcj la time cti rye...
then smkin lme ak mgnali DOT tbe2 muncul lah stu crita yg x djangka2....
huhu..mmg x djgka lah.....org ktekan yg ak ngn dot 2 kapel....
aadduuyyaaiii!!!!..haish mmg la x dinafikan ak ngn DOT 2 rapat...tp..
ish ntah la..org ckp kmi rpat n nmpk cm kapel....NO KOMEN LA....
Mybe la kot...huhu.....
da 2 dsbab ka ctew 2 tersbar....MR.m ni pon dye dgar khabar angin 2..
then dye kate la kn..dye ckap"watpe la ak nk kwn ngn ijan lg dye da jd makwe org jd ak x ley kaco dye la"
emmm pas 2 MR.m pon mrajok...dan slps 2 lgsg dye x contact ak...cdiy...:-(...(pdhal windu,..hhe)
hari bganti hari ak mnunggu pgglan darinya..cceewahh ayt..ahahahaah
emmm lme dye x cntct......spnjg itu ak mnggu nmun tiada brita...
jd ak juz cntact ngn dot 2 je la...
setelah 3 blan pon berlalu.....tiba2.......................................................
di satu mlm yg hening niw hpon ku tbe2 bbyi mcj masuk.....
ak tpkir.."lau DOT yg anta mcj x mgkn coz dye ckp dye nk tydo???"
then ak mnjdi ttnye2..........lalu ak pon mgambl ncet dn mmbuka mcj......
dupp2..duupp2.....jantgku bdgup apabila mlhat nama pgirim yg mghntar mcj 2 adlah MR.m....
ak pon mblas la mcj 2...dan hari2 pon blalu dan kmi pon dah kmbli spt byse......
tp kan ak confuse np tbe2 dye mcj ak blik?????.....so ak wat kptsan nk tny kt dye...
then ak pon ckap la...."np dye tbe2 mcj owg blik..bkan kew dye ckp owg ni da de pkwe n dye majok ngn owg??"...dye pon mnjwab....."owang rindu kt dye......"..............
he2....x tkate ase gmbiranye...
dan kemudian kami lalui ari2 kmi spt salu..juz mesra dlam ncet tp kt skola cm owg x knai.....
kmi ase bes je kwn....then time bufday ak mse form 5 dye mmbrikan ak hadiah coklat favorite ak..
nk taw ape..hehehe...."BLACK FOREST"..
emmm ak trima ngn gembiranyer........
time bufday dye dlu pon ak mmbrikannye coklt coz e2 je yg ak mmpu pon kan...dak skola la ktekn...
dan kmudian...................................................................................................
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hampr dkat 2 tahun da n SPM pon nk dkat da...aduh...takot je asenye.......
tp ngn smgat dan usaha yg tlah ak proleh...ak wat yg tbek utk mak n abah n semu la sng..ahahahaha
then time last paper emm paper pe erk???...eeemmmmmmmmm
ha!!,.paper ternakan....lpaz je jwab paper..ak kluar awl dr dewan 2..hehehe(sbnonye nk g jmp MR.m)
huhu....8tually kmi da bjnji dr smlam nye lg utk jmp bsmuke wt prtama kalinye coz time 2 kn da abeh skola
ne taw t x dpt jmp da kn.....huhu..(wat ayt cdiy lak kn,..)...
then kmi pon bjmpe di garaj kete dkat ngn pdang skola....
fuuhhh!!!time 2 x tkate la mlunye...malu yg teramat sgt.......hahahahaha
kmi bsmbg dan kmudian MR.m bg gamba dye utk djdkn kngan katenye la..hahaha
emmm then......ad membe dye lak bwak kamera time 2 dan myuruh kmi bgambar bdue....
aduuhh!!!malu sgat x tkte....nmun kmi ttap amek gamba gak.....huhuhu
lpaz 2....ktowg pon x kn bjmp ag(ye kew..yla kot tp time 2 je la..) da abeh skola kn..
ktowg msing2 blik ke rumah dan kmi hny berhubung melalui ncet je la......
hahahaha...:-)......emm nk taw lg x smbgannye.....
tp ni d ltiy la tlis......
len kali la sambung ag k........
k la tggu edisi sterusnye taw....:-P...
ok be well......
papai
assalamualaikum.....